God Really is

by truthtramp

elysium

have you ever stood out

on the cold corner

and begged for change

that never comes

have you ever

slept under

a sky of fading stars

long ago lights

that never was

have you ever

fallen in love

with the moon or the sun

have you?

have you leapt across

gorges of faith

endless pits

of repeating

the same mistakes

have you fallen

on your knees for

a savior or salvation

that never rises from

the grave

have you been raised

in castles of fear

and exclaimed

praises for, or worshipped

a god

that only blesses

curses

and whispers

DOOM

in your ears

have you?

i have

followed god

until i was certain

he was the devil

and then

followed the devil

until i was certain

he was god again

i made no mistake in

being mistaken

and am left to wonder

if not the two

are the same in the end

i have pranced in the darkness

and been resurrected

i have sacrificed light

just to plummet into

blackness

and in the end

was born into

light again

i have found

both to be one

and

truth in

that which shines

is made

in the darkness

like a

massive

dancing

ebony lady

graced in precious

shimmering jewels

and her jubilation

is that

friction that polishes them

and now

to my soul

this is the visual

of what

God

really is