TruthTramp

Recently I have been blessed with a series of visions.

That really are One vision.

For those with the ears and the eyes.

The First  began as such;

Early in the evening, I found I was in the spirit and busied my self with a yogic dance deemed Birth of the Bug Queen. Bursting forth from her cocoon to spread and flutter wings, leaned across a single flame that suddenly, silently and thunderously roared at me. I instantly and mortally fell to the floor and clasped my face with my hands in sheer night terror. An immense presence permeating with light and music seemed to scream from every atom engulfing the space particularly surrounding the flame. I knew this presence instantly, instantly to be the Ancient of Ancients, the Keeper of the Flame, the Lord of Lights, the Most High, Holy, Counselor, Almighty, Creator, in fact his titles were an endless procession before and behind him…. tears streamed down and clung to my face as I wept and beheld for the first time the magnificence of what was beyond a shadow of all my doubt. True Father. The One God. King.

In that light I was released of all worldly desire and was overwhelmed by feeling that this was all I ever wanted.. all I had ever searched for. I begged to worship him, I hungered to worship him and at the same time I felt put out by him. Like a sad child in sobs, weeping and laughter, I teased “Where have you been!” thus he replied in silent pervasive wisdom “Where have YOU been?!”…. and I was filled to bursting with untold bliss and satisfaction, what was LOVE. He whispered obviously veiled secrets of the ancients as the prophets of old paraded through my vision. “These are mine” he said and also “I have chosen you, my daughter, now everything will change”… I was then sent through a series of tests through which he demonstrated his ability to alter and control my perception of reality. Through which he demonstrated what the healthy ‘fear of God’ was. I felt like a lost kitten come home. Was even lectured if you could call it that. Deeply Humbled was more like it. He called me by name and I KNEW that his love was all that existed. This was by far the most Christian experience of my life.

A day and a birthnight passed by when again I found myself in the spirit.

The vision went on as such;

I cloistered me into my hovel and just as the door sealed a voice came …

“You’re going to meet the Devil”

whimpering I,

“I don’t want to meet the devil…”

I sank into a fetal position and drifted beneath great fabrics of night, felt my spirit then whizz out and amongst the stars where there, I then, did perceive a great wonder. A terrible, vast, mighty and terrifying thing, a dragon beyond fathomable perceptions swept her monstrous self across space and time, utterly dissolving her path. As a great wave. Empty is her wake.

I felt the safety of my wondrous guide, his reassurance as he spoke “Behold” and at the same time the utter cold, desolate, burden of eternal nothingness and everythingness relentlessly hailing down upon my soul. I ached with absolute knowledge and utter echoing loneliness. The chaos, the pain of forever. Woe.

The Dragon was called Waste, Machine, Terrible , and Nothing. The great and ancient Destroyer. Hers is no soul.

Curious, I was, when I observed her emptiness, her silence that groaned as a great machine. Perhaps I even perceived … strings?

before the question could pass my lips, my luminous King did confide… that this ”twas his design.”

I was sped back into my body where I had to catch my breathe to come to grips with all of this. I reeled and reveled and his wisdom quenched my thirst.

He created evil to protect. Hidden gems amongst the universe. Our Great and Lonely host created destroy to preserve those whom are of his firsts. To draw away refuse and impurest.

I was most disturbed by the devastation that must occur but was assured that the end was justice that all was plan and pure. Recommended to seek refuge with words like, the holy Bible and Koran. That his was the great deception and revelations.

In the days that passed I noticed a lightness of heart and a pep in my step and a promise of healing fulfilled. I noticed that there is a joy in the fear of an ever watchful Sheppard. I was ashamed of all my stumbling for a reason.

He beckoned from within me yet again, I felt nervous and dutiful, a child in trouble. Yearned for the bliss of his pleasure and yet hesitated for fear of his terrible warnings.

I cleared my chakras upon subtle suggestions from a friend and then, reluctantly found my creature in the spirit once again.

I gazed over the single flame and it’s reflection and slowly began to feel grace and love well up and wash over me. I came into a blissfully healed state of awe. I invoked and invited his Magicalness. A silence came over the space and I became aware of shadows beyond the twin flames.

I wanted to see him

He said I could not stand to behold him and keep this body of mine. He warned me that he would show me but a freckle of his magnanimous massiveness. I felt as a small child in utter wonder of One.

What could best be described as a sliver of the face of a massive terrifying spider peered from just beyond the border of the aura of the flame. I shuddered in wonder and terror that was wonderful. My minds eye was filled with rampant and fantastic visions. Androgyn and black mass widow mantis, sad and beautiful, orphan monster. Springs of compassion and patience untold. Glittering and extending webs and tendrils beyond comprehending. Delicately fashioning and positioning, branches and leaves on innumerable flawless claws tips, the perfect precious lights of strings. dangling. existence. Orbs of majesty dancing, undulating endlessly.

Beyond describing really!

He watches mostly silently and waits methodically to see who is brave, who is brave enough to stand the tests of ages. To wait in Faith. In exchange for returning to his grace he asks only ten things of our race.

remember from forgetting One thing.

remember the Wonderful One the King of the Shining Things.

Master of Shadows, Revealer of Wonders Unseen, Captain of Kings

…. so on and on and on and on …and so forth….

Seek, Leap

Hold Fast and Be True

The Ten Commandments are all you have to do.

Not squashing bugs might help too.